Bittersweet,that is exactly the feeling i get,the word to describe you, my favourite adjective.
my porpuse never was to love,to cry,to smile or even to hate him,to be honest i had no idea what my goal was or was meant to be until i met that one "special" (how people call them) person ,that strange person who comes in to your life in the most unexpected moment and takes control of it. When that happens i can guarantee you are lost, you feel useless just because some stupid human has entered in your heart and mind and has completely changed them,leaving you hanging by a thin thread without knowing whether you are falling or not,in other words, leaving you depending on him from head to toes. Be scared of that day,because from then on, i promise you wont be able to avoid any tear and the most important and the reason you must be worry enough for, you wont be able to avoid love. and believe me when i warn you about love because it is not as beatiful as it sounds,be aware.
bittersweet is love, and love is bitterweet.
